Have I ever told you...

That you're my hero. Mum, you are. Be strong because you're my inspiration. You can do it because I love you. You might not have heard this from me often but I regret every single time I made you angry. Guilt filled my soul as you go day by day without talking to me. There's an emptiness inside of me that cannot be filled by anything else except your love. Tomorrow, you will go into that operation room strong and ready to fight because daddy and I will always be there beside you. NCO course camp phase is coming soon and I really want you to see me come out of that course, a better person. I want you to know that your daughter is not a fragile little girl anymore and that I can overcome any obstacle that come my way. Mum, I love you so much and I just don't know what to say already. 加油!!! You know daddy and I will be out there waiting for you, to see you smile again:)
xoxo,
Caryn
You're -not so- little girl