Today was ups and downs. But there is one specific situation I want to point out. Now I'm starting to doubt my friendship with Farah. It's not that she is a bad friend or anything but it's like... a type of feeling that tells me that she does not really treasure me, nor Edwina, as a true friend. We are just 'tools'. When we're doing a group project, she does the least, even NOTHING! When we speak in Chinese in front of her, even just talking about a Chinese drama that she would not even understand, she would get all pissed at us and give us the silent treatment. But if she talks to her friends in Malay, we cannot be angry at her or else she would be angry at us too. If we have queries about schoolwork, she would not bother to tell us but when she has some query, we have to tell her or else, the silent treatment. Must she always be the victim, must it always be us that apologise. I understand some people don't accept apologies through SMS, she not being an exception. But she herself don't even have the sincerity to apologise in person, and me and Edwina being nice friends, we decide to forgive her for once. But sometimes, we seriously feels that she over do things and hence, our friendship is broken into pieces like that. This time, I'm not going to be the one apologising cause it's not worth the apology this time. Another friend lost I guess...

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