So... Yesterday we got our O Level chinese results and I got a B3!!! Yay, happy that I didn't fail and had actually met Eng 老师's target set for me! Plus, I got a distinction for my oral which was really really surprising cause I got a super hard picture and my oral sucked ever since like forever. So, I'm still going to retake the paper {I know what you're thinking. Is this girl crazyyyy?!} because I know I can do better than what I did during the June paper. After Paper 1 I was super unmotivated when I wrote out of point for my email, and that really affected my mood for Paper 2. So I definitely did not give my 100%. Will work harder for Chinese and get my first ever A, hopefully.

But what really saddened me yesterday was seeing the disappointed faces of my friends. All along my Chinese was super poor, and I admit that I didn't work as hard as I should have for my June paper. I felt that I didn't deserve my B3 as compared to those who worked their butts off for Chinese and really wanted to ace their paper. I wished I could have exchanged my results with theirs. Some surprisingly did poorer than what they usually got for tests and examinations, others felt that they just disappointed their teachers and family.

What's done is done, let's work harder for the next paper. Let's not feel the same ever again. Jiayou everyone!

Caryn.

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